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Authors from A to Z: Z

Authors from A to Z

Z = Ziegler & Zusak

Ashes to WaterIrene Ziegler wrote Ashes to Water, a book that I really enjoyed reading last year. It was very interesting, and I still remember it in surprising detail. I definitely will be looking to read more of her writing.

The Book ThiefWho in the book-blogging world hasn’t heard of Markus Zusak? (NOTE: I am not in any way implying anything about anyone who hasn’t yet heard of him! If you fit that group, I am happy to introduce you! ;-) ) I am sorry to say that I have not yet read The Book Thief. An Australian book-blogging friend of mine even sent me a copy! Believe me, I WANT to read it. Perhaps during my next reviewing break I will.

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And there you have it! The final post in the Authors from A to Z challenge here on Proud Book Nerd! I hope you enjoyed reading about all of these fabulous authors.

HUGE thanks to every author who participated! THANK YOU! This event ROCKED because of you! I had a blast working with you, and hope to have the opportunity to do so again in the future! Best of luck to you all in your future bookish endeavors (and everything else, too)!

And if you participated, THANK YOU! I have discovered many, many great new authors. (As if my TBR list needed to be longer! LOL) I have tried to at least read everyone’s posts, and comment when I felt I had something to say. If I missed you, please let me know and I’ll come check it out.

Look for a wrap-up post sometime in the first week of July! (And, yes, I will do this again. Probably next year – same time, same place! ;-) )

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Authors from A to Z: X, Y

Authors from A to Z

Before I get started, in case it’s obvious, I chose to combine the X and Y posts today. For one, it’ll allow me to finish tomorrow (the last day of June) as planned. Also, I am at a loss for both, so it hopefully will help me with getting something more than one or two lines to post! ;-)

X = eXcruciatingly difficult

XOh, yes, this time I’m going completely against the flow here. All of my searching on Goodreads and Google and Wikipedia yield not much of anything …

There’s X-Men, something I’ve never really been into. I vaguely remember the cartoons from when I was a kid, but that’s about it. I never really watched it. Wasn’t my thing. I know X-Men originated as a comic book series, so I suppose it fits. Just doesn’t fit me.

In my searching, I found a Web site called Letter of the Week, and they did X. (It’s a site toward creating curriculum for kids, but it’s the best I could find.) I found a poem!

Extra Special X
by Katrina Lybbert

Excellent, exciting letter X!
So extra special is letter X.
Fox, box, mix, wax,
Phlox, ox, six, tax.
Always an adventure to explore,
With letter X, which we adore!

Yes, yes, I know. Kinda silly. It is for preschoolers, after all! But, hey, it’s the best I can do! ;-)

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Y = You Wish, Young, and Your Name Here Guide to Life

You WishYou Wish by Mandy Hubbard is a book I’m hoping to read at some point. I’ve read so many positive reviews that it almost feels like a must-read. Someday, I will read it. I’ll probably be a library grab.

The ShackWilliam P. Young wrote The Shack. While I found some of the theology a bit off from my own beliefs, it still was a fabulous story. If you are a Christian and don’t get too legalistic about it, you might miss the beauty of the story. I know many have called this a life-changing book, but I wouldn’t say it was life-changing for me. Just thought-provoking, but that’s good, too!

Your Name Here Guide to LifeYour Name Here Guide to Life by Michael Rosenbaum is a book I honestly can’t remember why I read it. I think I either got it through Goodreads’ Firstreads program, or if I got it for a great deal. I don’t remember. But I do remember that I really, really liked it. A lot. I found it something I really could relate to.

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Tomorrow is the end. The letter Z. This has been a ton of fun for me. I hope it has been for you, too! Until tomorrow … :)

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Authors from A to Z: W

Authors from A to Z

W = Wardell

Planning to LiveThis was another easy letter for me, as I recently discovered Heather Wardell. She’s not new, but she’s new to me. And she’s a great writer. Earlier this year I got to read Planning to Live, a powerful book about living in the now. She recently released A Life That Fits, which will be reviewed here soon.

Heather wrote us a post for today. Enjoy! :-)

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Why I don’t write paranormal

by Heather Wardell

Heather WardellAs you’re all well aware, paranormal is hotter than Edward Cullen is cold. Vampires and werewolves and angels and demons and shapeshifters, oh my! But in all six of my novels to date, I haven’t written about anything more other-worldly than a house cat. (Incidentally, I have a theory that cats are actually aliens come to observe us. Stare into a cat’s eyes for a bit and see if you don’t agree.)

I could probably reach a much bigger audience with my books if I did write paranormal, or if I alternated paranormal with my women’s fiction, and I’ve even had a few paranormal book ideas. So why don’t I write them?

Because, frankly, I’m not a paranormal being and I don’t want to read about them. I love to read about real people, people like me. Marian Keyes, one of my favorite authors, does such an amazing job with her characterization that I believe wholeheartedly in those people. They live and breathe and carry on with their lives even when they’re not on the page. I want to do that with my books too, and I’m so happy when a reader tells me, “I feel like your characters are my friends.”

I have no doubt that this level of connection could be achieved with paranormal creatures as well, and I’m certainly not suggesting that authors who write paranormal don’t care about making their characters believable. For me, though, I would rather write about true-to-life situations, about things that I or the people around me have faced, and explore the depth of happiness and sadness in our regular lives.

I’ve written about:

  • choosing between a husband and a returned first love (my free-to-download novel “Life, Love, and a Polar Bear Tattoo)
  • deciding whether your art should be a hobby or a career (“Go Small or Go Home”)
  • letting go of resentment and anger so you can move forward in life (“Seven Exes Are Eight Too Many”)
  • learning to live in the present rather than obsessing over the future (“Planning to Live”, which was reviewed right here on Proud Book Nerd)
  • choosing between a man and a career (“Stir Until Thoroughly Confused”)
  • listening to yourself and doing what you need (my newly released “A Life That Fits”)

I enjoy putting my characters into these difficult, but still normal and everyday, situations and watching them learn more about themselves and who they are as they extricate themselves from the mess I’ve made for them. I enjoy it more because they’re real people to me. I can understand them and get into their heads, and even when they don’t do what I would have done (which happens surprisingly often – one of the big things I’ve learned in my years of writing is that the author is not remotely in charge once the story gets rolling!). I can learn things about myself from what they do and how I feel about it. I’m not convinced I could learn as much from the struggles of a paranormal being who is nothing like me.

Readers of Proud Book Nerd, I’d love to know what you think! Do you prefer to read about real people? Or is it more fun to read about the vampire or werewolf you’ll (with any luck!) never meet in real life precisely BECAUSE you’ll never really have that encounter? Or do you read both at different times, and if so what makes you pick one over the other?

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Thank you, Heather, for a great post. And now for me to answer your questions …

For me, I tend to read both. I enjoy paranormal and fantasy because sometimes it’s fun to suspend reality for a little while. With fantasy, the appeal is delving into a whole new world that I never would’ve dreamed of on my own. With paranormal (which for me means fantasy-type characters in today’s world), the appeal is having the real world without all of the rules. Exceptions to the rules. Unexpected exceptions to the rules. New experiences in parts of the world I could visit myself. For the more realistic stories, I like how very easy it can be to relate to the characters. Their day-to-day lives (especially when the books feature a bookworm or someone in the publishing/newspaper industry), their relationships. It’s neat to get inside someone else’s head, and examine things from different perspectives. Consider life in ways I might not have done so on my own. And sometimes, yes, the characters are almost friend-like by the time I’m done reading. (I hate when those stories end, but visiting with my new “friends” is one more incentive to read the book again!)

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Authors from A to Z: V

Authors from A to Z

V = Vandermolen

Michael Jordan and the Slam Dunk Suicide CultNick Vandermolen is someone I “met” thanks to this challenge. He saw my appeal for help with certain letters – V being very tough for me LOL – and came to my rescue! THANK YOU, Nick! ;) Co-founder of Nan Bu Nan, a Chicago-based publishing company, Nick’s latest title is Michael Jordan and the Slam Dunk Suicide Cult. I have not yet read it (but plan to, and will review), but I read Bitsy Bling Books‘ review, and it has me even more excited to read. For now, Nick kindly took the time to answer some questions. Enjoy!

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Nick VandermolenProud Book Nerd: Michael Jordan and the Slam Dunk Suicide Cult sounds very interesting. Where did it come from?

Nick Vandermolen: I actually had the central idea of learning how to slam dunk to escape a well for about 6 years. Back then, it was simply an absurdist tale that was going to go into a book of short stories called Religiosity. I ended up only writing about 3 pages of it and forgetting about it. I picked it back up a few months ago when my business partner Rick Boven and I decided to release a new eBook/eComic each month from our publishing company Nan Bu Nan for the rest of the year. After reading my 6-year-old outline, and the three pages, I basically started from scratch and dropped out a major plot line involving a documentary film maker. As a day job, I work as a teaching assistant at a school for violent children. Everyday I hear a new story about racism, poverty, and disenfranchisement, that children in the inner city are confronted with constantly. After infusing what I’ve learned from working at the school, I’d say the story wrote itself.

PBN: It seems that many authors have at least one work in progress at any given time. What are you working on?

NV: Right now I had about 200 pages in book called THE FERAL BROTHERS. It’s part post-modern, part-western, part-creative nonfiction, part coming-of-age. The story is partly about a road trip called Survival Week 4, where we went out west wearing matching jumpsuits and matching head scarves and having only a trunk full of unlabeled canned food to eat. But it’s also about confronting childhood dreams, goals and heros, and learning when to give them up.

I’m also researching a book called, FACE-DOWN PRONE, a book that takes a candid look at the Chicago Public School system.

Thirdly, I’ve got tons of short eBooks like M. SATANIST and WATCH TV, WAIT TO DIE, that I’m cracking away at as well.

And I also sometimes write on my Tumblr (like a blog).

PBN: How would you describe your ideal writing environment?

NV: An empty room with a steel chair and a folding table. It would have wi-fi, but just strong enough for wikipedia and dictionary.com. There would be easy accessibility to cold water, but no food. Also, air would be as humid and stagnate air as possible. Comfort is not a friend to a writer, it tends to make us lazy.

PBN: Who’s your biggest influence when it comes to writing?

NV: My lust for getting into “situations,” was originally what helped hone my storytelling skill. One of the best parts of any event, good or bad, is getting in front of a group of people and telling them all the crazy stuff that happened. By watching the crowd react, you can see what makes them laugh, what makes them feel sorry for you and tugs at their emotions. It’s a powerful tool for story tells. But most importantly, it makes you vulnerable in front of crowds. Makes you confront embarrassment and shyness. And ultimately helps you become a better writer because you can’t be afraid as a writer. So it was my penchant for getting into “situations” – and possibly my disgusting need for constant attention – that influence my writing. Because, well, basically, even when the character isn’t named Vandermolen, I’m writing about me. Biggest influence … insecurity?

PBN: What advice would you give to aspiring writers?

Nick VandermolenNV: Like I was saying in the last question. Firstly, a writer cannot be afraid. A writer must be able talk about something, intelligently, that everyone else is to scared to talk about. Secondly, a writer has no proficiency, but every proficiency. You must know everything, and be well-versed in science, art, mathematics, history and psychology. A true writer can and will use all of these tools and more in his or her writing to paint a picture of the world that is so true, so real, that those reading it cannot discern reality from the book in their hands. Thirdly, a writer must write all the time. I’m not saying every day, we all got lives here. But the only way to become a better writer, is to write every day. Fourthly, you must realize that you are not a good writer. If you don’t inherently think that you need to get better, you won’t strive to be better. Stagnation will make your writing stale and ultimately useless to the pantheon of literature.

And finally, the most important piece of advice to any writer, be great a BS’ing. Be quick on your feet, and just be great at lying, if everyone believes you, who cares if it’s true.

PBN: When you’re not writing, what are you doing?

NV: Have you played video games? They are so sweet. Been playing a lot of Diablo 2 (computer game) lately to prepare for Diablo 3 later this year (cross your fingers). Also love hanging out with friends, going on adventures, getting myself into sticky situations…but most of the time I’m doing something for Nan Bu Nan Publishing, a publishing company I co-own. In fact, I’m about to leave for a photoshoot right now!

PBN: What are you reading right now?

NV: I just joined the Hott Dudes book club. And they’re reading “For Whom The Bell Tolls.” It’s OK. But I’m more a post-modern type of dude. I’m also a fan of ’60s and ’70s LSD-fueled stories. I like books that transcend the very limits of our own minds. I love to be challenged. I’m not one for a simple story. You now?

PBN: What’s your favorite book?

NV: Totally Gravity’s Rainbow by Thomas Pynthon. It’s so dense and near unreadable. Every page is thick with referential material and to full understand the references you better have wikipedia open. It forces you to move, to think, to explore and ultimately reread. The replay value is astounding! I love the vulgarity and absurdity and how pages later those same disgusting images can be turned into something beautiful. And heck, even when they aren’t the it’s still awesome. This book is a real challenge. The accomplishment is worth your time.

PBN: What is your favorite movie?

NV: Far and away my favorite movie is Pumping Iron. This Docudrama about Arnold Schwarzenegger and his 5th Mr. Olympia win is a movie I’ve easily seen over 50 times, and I’m not one to consume duplicate media over and over. I can quote the entirety of the movie practically by heart. The film is ostensibly about body-building, but it’s truly about the psychology of man, and psyching out your opponent through words and actions.

I mean, obviously a lot of people look at [me] and think it’s kind of strange, what [I'm watching], but those are people who don’t know much about it. As soon as you find out what the whole thing is about then it’s just like another thing. It’s not any stranger as going into a car…and trying to go in a quarter mile, five seconds. I mean, that’s, for me, strange.

PBN: If you could live anywhere other than Chicago, where would you live?

NV: I’d live in Tristram in the Kingdom of Khanduras. It’s true that the town is nearly constantly being attacked my monsters and demons and it does sit above the throne of Diablo the Lord of Terror, but there is a lot of good loot underneath the city, and it’s a great place to farm for gold and experience points.

But, in “real life,” I’d still live here. If I wanted to move somewhere else, I’d just move there. I just move to where I have the most friends. Right now it’s Chicago.

Thanks for interviewing me Heather, it was a lot of fun and I hope everyone who reads it can get a lot of enjoyment and knowledge out of it. Here are some links so you can learn more about me and get to know me even more:

about.me/nickvandermolen
Twitter: @Vandermolen
Facebook: facebook.com/nickvandermolen
Tumblr: Vandermolen.tumblr.com
Company: www.nanbunan.com

You can buy my newest title, Michael Jordan and the Slam Dunk Suicide Cult HERE
Or check out all my older titles, as well as other books from Nan Bu Nan HERE

Thanks again for your time.

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Thank you, Nick! :-) (And, yes, I have played more than my share of video games. Never got into Diablo, though.)

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Authors from A to Z: U

Authors from A to Z

U = Updike, Urquhart, and Upton

U has proven to be a difficult letter for me. According to Goodreads, I haven’t read anything by an author of the U variety. So I considered book titles. No better, as I have read very few books with that title. And the ones that I LOVED have already been highlighted. Unearthly was part of the letter H, and the Unicorn Saga series was mentioned as part of the letter L. And nothing on any of my lists (read, to-read, etc.) fits, either. (Something tells me X, Y, and Z won’t be much better.)  So, here goes nothing.

John Updike was the only author whose last name I could think of, and I don’t think I’ve read anything of his. It’s possible I have – in high school – but if I did, it obviously hasn’t left much of an impression!

After Updike, I was stumped, so I Googled author listings. I eventually found a listing of authors on Wikipedia, wherein I found Emma Maree Urquhart. I have never heard of her before, but she’s a Scottish YA fantasy author. And quite young, too. I like fantasy. I like YA. So I just might have to check out her series, Dragon Tamers. Hopefully the library here has it!

For lack of another author who fit the bill, I remembered Upton Sinclair, author of The Jungle, and apparently several other works. I have not read a single one of his books, and likely never will. I know enough about The Jungle – it’s an expose of sorts of the meat-packing industry, and takes place in Chicago (my hometown area) – to have no interest in it. I prefer ignorance, so far as what could possibly occur to the meat that I eat. Yes, I know, regulations and such are much stricter, but this is one topic for which I STRONGLY prefer ignorance!

And there you have it. My three authors. I’m impressed. Didn’t think it’d happen. Sorry for no pictures. Tune in tomorrow for V. :-)

 

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Authors from A to Z: T

Authors from A to Z

T = Thrasher

SolitaryTravis Thrasher is one of those authors I probably never would have discovered if it wasn’t for this blog. Last year I reviewed Solitary, and loved it. It is the first book in his series called The Solitary Tales (a YA series, for all you YA fans out there). The second, Gravestone, was released earlier this month. (It’s on my shelf, begging to be read. Look for the review soon!) Since then, I have discovered his blog, and I love reading it. It almost always makes me smile. Added plus: He lives in the Chicago suburbs, an area that will always be near and dear to my heart. Always home for me.

Anyway … Travis wrote a great post for this event, and I’m excited to share it with you!

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Ten Reasons I Love John Hughes

Travis ThrasherBy Travis Thrasher

When I first pitched The Solitary Tales to publishers, I said it was a combination of Pretty In Pink mixed with The Exorcist. That was exaggerating, of course, but I wanted to instantly conjure up the teen angst and love in the John Hughes film mixed in with a darker and creepier story.

Whether or not that formula works, I know one thing: the formula John Hughes had worked. I grew up loving his movies and I still love them. Here are ten reasons why I love those movies:

The Music. Music matters in his movies. It’s not just an audio backdrop (though the backdrop he provides is really some kind of wonderful). Witness the use of “Elegia” by New Order in Pretty In Pink. This follows a poignant moment between father and daughter. Andy (Molly Ringwald) doesn’t know what’s happening with her prom date. It could be corny or cliched, but Hughes picks the perfect piece of music and then sews it in like magic.

A Hopeless Romantic. At the core of every John Hughes film is a beating heart that’s unafraid to be bold and to blush. Whether it’s teen love or the love a businessman has for his family, Hughes knows how to pull on your heartstrings in real and authentic ways.

Funny. John Hughes was the writer of comedy classics like Mr. Mom and National Lampoon’s Vacation not to mention the movies he directed. Planes, Trains, and Automobiles is still one of my top five comedies ever.

Family Matters. Yes, family is important, even if it’s broken and dysfunctional. John Hughes knew about families because he was a husband and a father. The stories he wrote had autobiographical details scattered all over them. I could relate to the character in Sixteen Candles when I was sixteen. And I found that years later, I ended up relating to Kevin Bacon’s character in She’s Having a Baby. While Hughes sometimes mocked families, he still showed that it’s an important and vital thing in one’s life.

The Chicago Suburbs. Who would have thought when I first saw his films that I’d end up moving to the very place he was showing?

Casting. Yes, we all know the leads. But consider Jon Cryer as Duckie. What an unforgettable part. Consider James Spader as Steff. What a septic character study. So many of his films have so many amazing actors cast so well.

Passion. Combine music, hopeless romanticism, and humor, and what do you have? Passion. Just witness the scene where Duckie does karaoke in the record store to Otis Redding’s “Try A Little Tenderness.” This wasn’t a throwaway scene. This was pivotal and passionate.

Tender. Hughes handles all his characters (even the bad ones) with a tender touch. This is always good when writing characters

Authenticity. One thing I’m always trying to get right in my writing is having emotional authenticity. Regardless of what the story was about, every Hughes film has this emotional authenticity.

Girls. John Hughes understood girls, and very few guys understand girls. His most likable and moving characters were always the female leads that we were rooting for.

John Hughes passed away on August 6, 2009. His talents will be missed, but his gifts will be appreciated for a very long time.

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I, too, grew up with John Hughes movies. Pretty in Pink was a favorite of mine, and I had no idea that Mr. Mom was one of his films!

Anyway, thank you, Travis! This was a lot of fun for me to read – and it’s so right-on! (And thanks again for understanding the delay in posting!)

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Authors from A to Z: S

Authors from A to Z

S = Sullivan

The Crown ConspiracyI am so excited that S is finally here! :mrgreen: I’m not kidding. Michael J. Sullivan is today’s author, and he is by far one of my favorite fantasy authors EVER! His series, The Riyria Revelations, is one I’ve talked about many, many times here on Proud Book Nerd. You see, I read his first book, The Crown Conspiarcy, shortly after it came out. This is the book that reminded me why I love to read.

To make a long story a bit shorter, I shall try to explain. You see, I had the joy of reading killed in me. As many of you know, I have a degree in English. That means literature, which means tons and tons and tons of required reading. And writing about that reading. And reading some more, and even some rereading. Degree in hand, I ended up working in newspaper publishing. As a copy editor for a few years, I got paid to read. That’s what I did. I HATED what I was reading (news is so boring), but it was my job. Because I spent 8 hours most days at work, most of which were spent reading, I didn’t enjoy reading at home too much. I switched to a less reading-intensive job, but still couldn’t find my love of reading.

Then came The Crown Conspiracy. I gobbled that one up, and haven’t looked back since. I have read the first five books in the six-book series, and eagerly await the final chapter. (For those who don’t know, Michael recently signed with Orbit, who is completely revamping the series. I am very much looking forward to the new releases. You can find out more on Michael’s blog HERE.)

THANK YOU, Michael, for helping me to fall in love with reading all over again. And double thanks for also getting me back into fantasy!

Now that I’ve gushed, here’s the true meat of the post. Michael kindly wrote a guest post for today.

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Voices

Michael J. SullivanBy Michael J. Sullivan

Although I still suffer from chronic depression, I don’t hear the voices anymore. This is what a man actually said to me at one of my first book signings. He stopped, turned over one of my books, nodded, and then gave me this gift – the first line for a book I hope to one day write.

I collect first lines, sentences that people throw away not realizing their worth. Once while driving my son and his friends home from a trip to the video game store, one of the kids in the back seat said, “I’m the world’s most unluckiest person; whenever I throw something in the trash, I miss.” I kept repeating that in my head until I could find pen and paper. For a writer it’s like finding a twenty on the sidewalk.

Lately it feels more like I’m becoming a hoarder. I’m a fantasy writer and these sentences lend themselves more to literary fiction, or clever short stories filled with porch swings, estranged brothers, and the ghost of a childhood dog or perhaps a goldfish. I don’t do much of that. I write about sword swings, strange brotherhoods, and ghosts of wizards – or perhaps a goldfish. When you think about it, ghostly goldfish are just one of those things that work anywhere.

The point is that I keep these things in files and notebooks but never use them. I take them out occasionally. I look at them like jewelry and try them on the way a widow might while thumbing through photo albums with yellowed pages. They are the keys to a car I don’t drive anymore. It lies under a tarp in the garage and quite frankly, I’m not even sure it will even start. Still, I remember the way it used to roar once upon a time, and how it ate the open road. And the road was open back then, back before I was published.

I’m not lamenting getting published, that’s like cursing about dying and going up instead of down – but it does close doors. They aren’t locked. I could force a few open if I worked really hard, but that’s the thing. After struggling for decades to get to the mountain, it’s hard to even think of hiking another. But you see, I never intended to be a fantasy author. I guess I never intended to be any kind of author. I never knew there was a choice. I assumed it was more like a buffet and you could go up for seconds and thirds. The first trip is really just to taste stuff anyway, to see what you’ll load up on the second trip. Only it doesn’t work that way. Once you leave the runway and the landing gear is up there isn’t much going back. I established a fan base of people who like what I wrote – not what I might want to write. After forcing them to develop a taste for lighthearted adventure, I expect they will be peeved if my next novel is about the tormented mind of a serial killer driven crazy in contemporary Detroit. Maybe he’s the one with the ghostly goldfish – a fishy Caesar, who decides who dies like a less humorous, less corporal, Audrey II.

Instead I need to play to the audience I made. I entered into a contract with them, a contract I didn’t know about until after I signed. I mean honestly, who knew that when I was bored one day and started writing a nutty, medieval, six-act opera about a self-serving thief and an idealistic soldier that it would be the one. I wasn’t even taking it seriously. I didn’t care. I had written dozens of books and even more unfinished beginnings that went nowhere. This was no different. But it was, and now I look back across the piles of science fiction, horror, mysteries, and coming-of-age tales, and I take out my first sentence jewels and put them on. I glance at myself in the mirror and wonder what might have been.

Back in the drawer they go, and the albums fold and slide away. Like I said, I don’t regret being published, but it closes doors that once were open; doors through which blew exotic breezes. Winds from distant lands where I will never venture and over seas I shall never sail.

Although I still suffer from chronic depression, I don’t hear the voices anymore.

My problem is that I still hear the voices.

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Wow, Michael! Maybe one day you will get to explore those new lands. I’d love to see what else you can do.

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2012 Books of the Month
January February March April
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Favorite Series
A Beautiful Dark by Jocelyn Davies The Blood Journals by Tessa Gratton The Body Finder by Kimberly Derting The Chemical Garden by Lauren Destefano Codex Alera by Jim Butcher The Cousins' War by Philippa Gregory Darcy & Rachel by Emily Giffin The Dark Divine by Bree Despain Delirium by Lauren Oliver The Demon Trappers by Jana Oliver Everlasting by Angie Frazier The Faerie Ring by Kiki Hamilton Fallen by Lauren Kate Firelight by Sophie Jordon Goblin Wars by Kersten Hamilton Gods & Monsters by Kelly Keaton Harry Potter by J.K. Rowling The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins The Infernal Devices by Cassandra Clare Kendra Chronicles by Alex Flinn Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkin The Mark by Jen Nadol Matched by Ally Condie Mer Tales by Brenda Pandos Newsoul by Jodi Meadows Nightshade by Andrea Cremer Paranormalcy by Kiersten White The Pledge by Kimberly Derting Raised by Wolves by Jennifer Lynn Barnes River of Time by Lisa T. Bergren The Riyria Revelations by Michael J. Sullivan Seven Realms by Cinda Williams Chima Shatter Me by Tahereh Mafi Starcrossed by Josephine Angelini Stork by Wendy Delsol Talisman by Brenda Pandos Unearthly by Cynthia Hand Winterhaven by Kristi Cook Witch by Carolyn MacCullough The Wolves of Mercy Falls by Maggie Stiefvater
May June July August
September October November December
Team Peeta ♥ Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins Team Ren ♥ Nightshade by Andrea Cremer The Chemical Garden by Lauren Destefano Delirium by Lauren Oliver The Infernal Devices by Cassandra Clare Matched by Ally Condie Shatter Me by Tahereh Mafi Unearthly by Cynthia Hand